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Slowly…Hoping

a poem written last 2007

Slowly, I am trying to move on
Trying to forget the past
Finding ways to forgive the mistakes
Hoping that things will all be well

Slowly, I am picking up myself from where I left it
Putting together the shattered pieces of my heart
Mending the wounds that cut through my soul
Hoping that someday I will be healed

Slowly, I am recovering from the heartbreak
Learning to live life once more
Coping the trials that set forth
Hoping one day I can truly live

Unintentional

a poem written last 2007

Alone in my bed
Preventing a tear to roll
Afraid of another heart ache
Swearing not to fall

I have been avoiding this for so long
Trying to ignore the feeling
Keeping my heart locked tight
Stopping myself with all my might

But how can this heart
Not admire a heart like yours
So stubborn yet so sweet
Tell me, how could I not let my heart beat?

Forgive me if I let myself fall
Loving you was not my intention at all

Just Me

This is a poem a wrote last 2006, I think? Or was this last 2007?

Just as I was about to shut the door
One guy opened it again
And again I fell
Never minding what others will tell

Must I really be like this?
A girl who is not afraid to love?
Risking everything just to be happy?
If that’s the case, then why do I feel lonely at times
Even if I know that one smile can always make my day?

God, I must have been crazy
Allowing myself to be like this
Ready to fall in a way I don’t know
A
m I really that weak when it comes to love?
Y
ou must be the reason to all of these

Sweetness is what I like most
And you showed it freely to me
Letting me fall again
Allowing myself to a new heart break
Helplessly trying to deny the feeling that conquers the very inside of me
I am now intentionally not minding my love for you for reasons we both know
Desperately hiding the feelings so it won’t show…

Hush…Hush…Hush…

Hush now, my little self
I know you are hurting
I know no one understands
Hush now, stop crying

Hush now, my little self
The battle is not yet ending
The table will still turn
Hush now, your heart will start mending

Hush now, my little self
No matter how weak, the love still stands
Just pray and never stop believing
Hush now, be strong and understand.

Hush now, my little self
Everything will eventually be all right
No one is going to go
Hush now and don’t give up the fight.

Let Me See The Light

It’s dark and it’s lonely
I am here stuck without company
Outside is full of light and noise
But I guess they failed to recognize my voice

I looked back, still no one’s there
I looked forward, it’s empty
I must be dreaming or have lost my sanity.
Why can’t I find you here? Now, I begin to quiver.

Why am I travelling alone?
I have you but you’re nowhere in sight
I am lost and out here on my own
Find me and let me see the light.

Love Asked

Love, why are you so profound?
I thought you’re something that brings smile to someone
How come someone is crying when you were found?
Have you also been the one to erase the fun?

Hath they not come across thee, would they be happier?
Or would they be sadder knowing the fact that they haven’t felt you?
What is it with you that makes men stronger,
And then makes men weaker if they know you better too?

Love, are you really the cure to all the pain?
If so, why have they been crying over you?
Is it because those who found you have been vain?
Or is it because they haven’t realized that in order for you to exist they need to be true?

Love, what is it with you?
Why are you so profound yet so indemand?
You bring joy yet you bring pain too.
Love…
Love…
Love…You are indeed so hard to understand.